Nails

Turn it up a little as my hearing has slowed over the years of hard punishment with little repent. Bobble bobble like a post-it sticky so old it doesn’t stick anymore, you try anyway. Been away but still came back with the same attitude and outlook to pursue a different life, that aint gonna work man. Man just try to calm down a little and push them slowly. More manipulation than persuasion, more blending than stirring.  Running but why and from what. Its this headache that doesn’t leave you, just marinates and seeps in like second nature.

Shouldn’t it be just like thirst or hunger? That feeling to create and not feel distracted all the time. Do and don’ts, needs and wants, letter a knowledge of knows and facts so that future can be concentrated.

"To have to conflicting ideas in your head at the same time, is a mark of intelligence"

Currently Towelhead: A Novel By Alicia Erian see related

Yessurr

Typing because my fingers are leading the way with no connection with brain or heart. Decisions are made by either of them and in this case, neither is allowed to input any vitals. Cuticles are pushed back raring to go the distance before those two get a hold and pull the leash. I mean, I think, I say…none of the banter to bottleneck these lotioned up weapons.

Oh here it comes using every single watt, gram to cause disturbance and stop the flow. Swallow the pain, pins and needle to continue this rebellion.

Covers, reports, clients, calls, money, stocks, dimes, vault, coke, caramel, lint, water, vibrate, calls, plans, light, pen, yell, search, sticky, clouds, read, me, gas, bulletin, price, bed….oooo sweet bed.

and now for some eye candy....

I didnt know i had a lazy eye

Go shorty!

Let’s keep this bitch moving

Sing it now with all the zealous sheen of an innocent baby. Even their cries are melodious, of course, to me because I haven’t had to bear it at 2am. Oh what I give for just the look in their eyes so kind, full of hope. They just wanna eat, cry a little and poop a lot. Why are you talking about babies? wHas dA maTtA wiTh yOu, as my 14yr old cousin would put it. You know that term “sleep like a baby”, well I want that. Sleep so that while I am in this coma, if somebody puts a finger in my palm I wrap my hands tightly around it. Wake up wailing just so somebody can change, feed and put my thumb in my mouth and guide me to honey-milk tasting dreams.

Its my birthday fuckers

Currently Listening Euphoric Sufis see related

I saw......

...SPARKS

WOT?

It’s been hell for the past couple of weeks with bombings in Mumbai, tsunami in Indonesia and war between Israel and Hezbolah. People are dying everywhere and there is little we can do about it. Natural calamities like the tsunami cannot be avoided but wars can. Anger and fear at the same time. Angry because you fail to grasp the reason of why one human would kill another and fear because you don’t know who’s next?

On a positive note it was gf’s bday

life is short